raerae

2005-09-23T20:59:00.000-07:00

20050924
bye bye beautiful
cause i love you so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA WONG! i heart retard many many! stay retarded forever! YAY. agah, english exam is no fucking monday. bwaaaah!

2005-09-21T03:16:00.000-07:00

20050921
Checking my self checking myself searching my soul
Looking at love through anothers eyes
Seeing things I never realize
Kicking my self kicking my self I was
But now I'm looking at love

ugh, im so fucking bored now. im in a terribly bad mood larh. today in the morning, realised haven't done history homework. so sat next to van to do. then bell rang, had to line up. i sang the national anthem, like totally guai. then it was pc, couldnt find the class. me, chue and crystal walked around. then clever me spotted our class. had goal settings. did history at the same time. bell rang, history period. today was the most chaotic day of my life larh, i wlaked tot eh locker to get my history book, saw liuqing walk outta the cyberspace crying. argh, so scary please. thenhistory was boring for once today. don't know why larh. then math, did angles again. ahh, so fun. recess was a piece of shit. vanessa wong chased me! ahh, she wouldn't allow me to go into oral comm room but i still did. hur, felt so down and irritated during oral comm. jsut felt like bashing up people. how blardy fucking pissed i was. everyone was pissed too! the class was chaotic. practiclaly everyone was like scolding each other. some people cried and stuff. yupp, ugh. wrote nina's letter larh. got out all my feeelings on that piece of paper. haha, poor nina will have to tolerate that letter. so sorry, sweetheart. tsktsk. bell rang. like finally. literature. i was the first to leave class. walked with wenna and victoria. i could feel the tears coming out already. so i kinda walked faster and looked down. then met jaey and shanna. shanna said hi, but i kinda daoed her. in the end, i waved cause she kept saying that she said hi. jaey asked if her hair looked ah-ma ish. i said no. wanted to go class but wenna and victoria were talking to them. so i waited, then the tears just came out larh. arhhh! thank you girlfriend for comforting me.yea, the rest of the day was a little bit better larh! kay, bye (:

2005-09-18T01:15:00.001-07:00

20050918
a desperate for sympathy
its all you need

im bored now! hahah, just finished making two people's birthday blogs and cards. i stayed up to make their presents larh. now im tired. ughh! hur. on monday, i shall go to tiong and buy cookies. tsktsk. yay, tasty! bwaaah, im freaking bored. i've been studying all day. did chinese, english and history today. ugh, im really scared that i'll fail my english. sheesh, supposed to get at least 60 percent or something and MUST MUST MUST pass english. pffts, teacher say what if you fail your english but the teachers say you have extremely good conduct then maybe won't drop to normal. if i drop to normal, mama says she's gonna transfer me to PLMGS. wo bu yao! ugh, what to do. i shall be a big nerd everyday and listen during lessons. not gonna skip chinese anymore! hurr, im so gonna study. everyday, must go home after school straight. ugh, nut i still wanna go tiong. shall spend VERY VERY LITTLE time there only. im too lazy to study la. everytime i tell myself im gonna study, then when i do it. i feel like sleeping. my knuckles bleeding! pffts, two of them. my index and middle finger lorh! damnit! mama's gonna make me do english again tonight, i just know it. i feel like staying up to study with my sister tonight. don't understand the maths that miss sim taught the class. what commission and the money currency thingy! FREAK, im gonna flunk my english, math and science. i shall concentrate and on those subjects and chinese too. i just realised how fucking lousy my chinese teacher is. shit, im getting angry now! urhurm, what is wrong with me these few days! i get irritated so easily la please! okay, shall end here! this is a longlong posts ((:

2005-09-15T04:44:00.000-07:00

20050915
if loving you was wrong,
then i never want to be right

hurr! today had pw, brought the stupid first aid kit and other things. victoria lim was moodswinging. hahah, its funny larh. the way she behaves when she moodswings. shall edit later

2005-09-12T04:09:00.000-07:00

the stars will pave your way
to another x-rated story

i am here to blog about one person only! it is none other than rachel chue. i was having a great day until we went to the science lab toilet to change. i waited outside 'quietly' for my own cubicle. then i went in. i told her to wait for me. shortly later, she kicked my door. which slammed into my nice face. then the horror happened. my lip felt numb and it started bleeding. one part was swollen okay! ugh, naughty girl. its still bleeding! i LOVE rachel chue STILL (:

2005-09-10T07:23:00.000-07:00

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write

last night was amazing. me and jie were being retarded as usual, having singing sessions. then she said she shall cry. so i don't know what i was thinking, but i started suffocating myself. err, it was the most retarded larh! hahah, i suffocated myself for 49 seconds okay! whoops. then just now, we video taped me! hahah, its fun shit larh. and gay shit too. depressing crap (:

2005-09-08T06:46:00.000-07:00

Bleed these colors open wide
burning blues from butterflies

in the morning, i studied HARD. very very hard, hahah. so i could go out in the afternoon with lorraine and kailyn. towned at around 3 plus. tried on loads and loads of clothes. whoopie. hahah, i tried on a mini-skirt at forever 21. nice, very nice. SEE those hot pictures :

HOT AH! ADMIT IT, HORNY FREAKS. TSK (:

i tell you ah, must town with lorriane and kailyn. they simply rock okay! they buy stuff larh. i love shopping with them. we have all decided to be bimbo from now onwards. me and kailyn want to be model. like crazy okay! i also can't remeber why larh. but its darn funny. i bought a nice skirt. then homed. met sister at mrt station. waited for huiping, her friend, for a long time. my gosh, huiping is so nice. she bought sister a ADDIDAS watch and did graffitti for her. how sweet okay. then saw her a bus-stop again. then home we went. we were so high! don't know why! and my sister loves the word HOT CROSS BUNS. she loves my skirt too (:

2005-09-06T03:02:00.000-07:00

but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love

hello. had english oral yesterday, today had chinese oral. lets talk about yesterday first.

MONDAY
went to school at around 7.10. met some people at the foyer. went to the hall. the examiners came at like 7.35. yupp, sat next to gail and crystal. gosh, the atmosphere was so blardy tense. i was like shit, im gonna die. then miss puspalm was like the exam is gonna start. everyone was like praying okay! ugh, it was my turn soon. gail spoke for like 7-8 minutes i think. boo! i only spoke for around 6? i think, should be larh. went to harbourfront with lorraine, khoon geok and wenna. none of the shops was open. so we sat outside guardian and waited for lorriaen to buy nail polish. haha. i was choosing hair dye. shall buy after exams. before that, we played batman okay! so fun larh. then abigail and adeline came. went to look for pastamania. abigail rushed in and it wasn't even open larh. it was nine plus. it opens at eleven. boo, we went to yoshinuya. i can't spell it. hurr, i went to buy mac breakfast with adelien and khoon geok. stole many many straws. heheh. khoon geok can't stand the smell of jap food. how weird larh. walked around saw cute cute bunnies okay! so cute. their eyes sparkle. bahh! so adorable. bunnies are my steads. nanana, im mad now larh. so cute!! went to a puma shop and another sports shop. there's this yound lady in the puma shop, her hair is blardy nice. and her figure is like WHOOSH. so hot okay. her legs are not too thin, not too fat. so hot so hot! ahhh, im envious. she's like my sister's acjc senior larh. bwahhh. then we waited at some place for one hour plus. just for pastamania to open. we were dancing, taking many pictures, sleeping, blasting music. and it finally opened. rarr! then we ate. went back to school for literature. it was boring shit please. homed after going tiong to eat.

TUESDAY
chinese oral, went to school at eight. sat outside library to study. at 8.40, rachel came. went up with her. after three minutes, went to do oral. miss mak laughed at me larh. so embarrassing. i mixed up the question with another thing. it was so frightening okay! so embarrassing. okay, then went home. byebye (:

GAIL BABYEE! have a great time in bangkok and please take care of yourself. i love you, my girlfriend. <33333

2005-09-04T05:05:00.000-07:00

baby girl, you make me feel real
i love you more than sex appeal

happy happy happy birthday to my dearest sister. i love you loads and loads though you don't know it. tsk. today went to church. was fun. wore heels, so girly larh. deborah said im bimbotic. ugh, how?! haha, went to parkway to celbrate my birthday and jie's birthday. ate at sakae sushi. i seriously pigged out larh. ate 13 plates of sushi. its all going straight to my arse, i swear. freaky dicky. im gonna be bloated larh. but nvm, thats goood. haha, its great. went to collect my new specs. i look nice? i think. my sister says i look funkaye. its purple and lime green. yea man, green. the people at the shop says me and jie are twins. haha, its weird please. came home, practiced some oral. had fun cooking, baby. i don't know whats wrong with me larh. i miss cooking for home econs. now all we do its sewing. ugh, so freaking boring larh. ewwness. okay, shall stop.

2005-09-03T05:21:00.000-07:00

all i know is you look so cute when you screm, baby
i'd do anything for you

ooh.. took that picture last night. sister did it. i think its so dang cool larh. okay, had my nice birthday celebration on wednesday and thursday. still have to celbrate another time with gail, rachel they all. i can't wait. thursday was so fun. met wenna at somerset at around 12 to 12 plus larh. she gave me a cute, cute, cute teddy bear. its like so totally sweet okay. walked out of the mrt station to wait for zhixian. walked to hotel phoenix there. my orange balloon flew out of my hand so wenna chased it. how sweet okay! she did it even thoguh she looked retarded lorh. i was like really afraid my skirt would fly up. bwahh, so nice. we realised we were waiting at the wrong taxi stand after like ten minutes so i walked to the right one with her. zhixian stepped out of the taxi. my gosh, her shoes make her look like a princess. so cute okay. they are like pointy. waled to far east, saw lost of people. saw cherng shing and friend, saw ferlai and her gang. lots of theresians larh. me and zhixian were bimbos, according to wenna. but i was the bigger bimbo. ughh. how sad

i shall put a picture of the teddy bear wenna dear gave me. haha. it rocks, i tell you. see! so ke ai larh please. bwaah. so cute, so cute. and she's so funny okay, so wrote me a cute note in it. so sweet. it melts my heart, sugarush. i hope you are reading this. tsk, i'd die for you wenna yeo. hurr, you and zhixian were so sweet. we were feeling lazy after walking around so we cabbed back to cine. i paid for it. ladeeda, well i offered to pay anyway. oh ya, at taka we saw mr leslie. then me and zhi started screaming. so we all ran away. haha, embarrassing. later met kim, zhihui, lyanne and juli, i think. kim and zhihui kept err..scratching head?!!?! yea, so they came to our table to talk to us. kim,angel, is sweet. bought me ten roses. thank you, thank you. you so rock larh. then zhihui realised its my birthday so she wanted to shake hands with me. i didn't notice lorh. so sorry, paiseh. i ate spagetthi. its so fulling okay! zhixian was feeling bloated after eating her chicken. haha. so poor thing. watched movie, angel paid for me. so nice of her. herbie and perfect catch is nice! then left at around seven plus. was supposed to home at six. heheh. angel flagged taxi for me. cabbed home. ugh, so tired. okay i shall blog about wednesday now

WEDNESDAY
yay, today's dance was great and so was the class party. one saint bernadette, you did it. we were so organised for once. thanks a lot. hurr! zhixian said my skirt was so bright. haha, anyway kong caught me, adeline, abigail for black shirts. did detention with leslie for one hour. ugh, then towned with zoey and char. met nina and peichen later. then with olivia and rah. then liying and rach. sorry, i left loads of people. quite fun. thanks liying for the enormous sunflower and the balloon. its nice man. haha, it was loads of fun today. took neoprints. wanted to buy a roxy pencilcase but had no money. ugh, i just have to save lots more. bwahh. okay shall end here. my blogskin looks YELLOW WELLOW okay. haha, what the hack.

2005-08-26T05:55:00.000-07:00

i'd swear i burn the city down for you
lets paint this city red

today, had auditions for dance. we thought everyone will get in and its a rehearsal, so we weren't really prepared. ah, what the hack. im so happy we did the banners, it helped us okay! i think one deirdre and one joan should get in. they are quite good. rawhh, i hate soccer. lousy game. halfway, me and lorriane switched. haha, i seriously play like some big bimbo. each time we kicked the ball i liked screamed. ugh. okay, im so lazy. bye (:

2005-08-12T01:56:00.000-07:00

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

hello. okay school was boring. went to the marina carnial thing. saw vanessa wong they all. went with them for a while. walked around with vic and wenna. quite fun. took alot of pictures. vic was being self-obsessed. she kept saying she looks nice in the pictures lorh. like crazy. vanessa wong is vain. hahah. she was like the green paint thing spoils your skin so don't do it. i was like right. i think she's nuts. kept calling her pig. no reason why. haha. met nina and pei chen. drank drinks with them. walked for awhile. went back to bus. school dismissed. went to tiong. met jaey and zoey. later walked around tiong, saw shanna and her two great great friends. wenna yeo tied my belt to vanessa's. how retarded. vanessa and shanna are officially declared perverts la. heheh. mrt-ed hoem with lorraine. that crazy girl la. retarded persin. she's nuts okay. she and her bungee jumping. siao ting tong. heheh (:

2005-08-11T01:04:00.000-07:00

you were the last good part
of this town

back to school today. have a new co-form teacher, mrs tan. i think she's nice and funny. she's our pw and history teacher too. she says she likes change. heheh. finished our project website already. yayness! then during recess, neri came to find me. she said mr leslie wanted to speak to me. whalao, so scary okay. heng, i wasn't in any trouble. poo! so scary laaaa. science was the most boring today. two periods of boring science okay. can't stand it. was like going to sleep, then turned around and saw miss wong near me. gosh! i quickly woke up and started reading textbook. so tired please! last night, stayed up to do lit homework. i didn't even rmbr that hw lorh. rawwh! read chapt 1-6 to answer those stupid questions. mother keeps making me study for CA. haiya. so damn blardy sian already. i was telling gail all about my "husbands" from the shang dynasty, GUPTA dynasty, tang dynasty and whatever shit during history. she was laughing and laughing at the word gupta lorh. retarded girl. heheh. crystal is CRAZY, i tell you. the way she laughs and everything. she's nuts. after school went to kfc. met olivia, adeline and khoon goek. ate with wenna. saw zoey, shanna and aneesa. talked and talked. mrt-ed home. now have to do stupid studying again. oh well, shall do abit of project too (:

2005-08-08T22:19:00.000-07:00

They have been the ones who've seen enough,
This is what you call love?

towned yesterday. left house very early. didn't go to school. it was freaking raining so went to john little and everywhere else to look for a umbrella with sister. all the shops were still closed. so we took mrt to orchard. went marks and spencers, sister bought cookies. then later parted with her. met friends. how fun. all the movie tix were sold out. that was pissing.
rawwh. later met zhi and kim. got roses. oh-so fun. met ruth. went to meet wenna they all with ruth. heheh. after that went with ruth to look for zhi, rachel wee and her other friend. was supposed to go ps but dumb sister called me. so went to somerset mrt. homed with her and tifen.

2005-08-06T04:50:00.000-07:00

Unlucky seventeen, already handed plans for the future
Glamour obsessed, told how to dress, and shown how to think
And I don't have a job, but I can show you how to be a slob
So many days, wasted and glazed

went to FOP with kim and dana. it was kinda a last minute thing. was msging kim, then suddenly she asked me. cabbed with sister and her friend. dana and kim queued for one hour! so sorry! i feel so bad. kim was really tired. she kept yawning and yawning. her pants were like so loose please. she's funny la. small-eyes. can't see anything loh. tsktsk. left at around 10.50 i guess. walked to find our siblings. i found my sister the first. heheh. kim and dana went to find their brothers. said bye to them. went home and slept like a pig.
today went for flag-day. it was boring. so boring. i wanted to sleep laa. i don't know if i should skip school on monday. haiya. some people are just so rude. okay byebye (:

2005-08-03T02:03:00.000-07:00

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars

i think im like so totally clever, please. i ddin't study for history test but i go 12/15. i kept telling crystal im gonna fail. then later miss vino call my name. she ask me how i think i did. i was like " uhh.. lousy?" then she say how dare you say that! i like huh? haha. damn funny la she. -beams! anyway, lucky i sewed my belt on last night. today, they had a irritating attire check. anyway, my belt was still low but what the heck. i was like taking attendance and buttoning shirt, putting nametag and making belt look high at the same time. nina and nicolette got caught by THAT leslie. heheh! after that had pc, boring. i think FLAG DAY is gonna suck like hell. luckily, i have a crazy victoria to keep me company. we actually have to have some lamerfied buddies form sec4. haiyaaa. so lame la. they act as if we are small kids who will get lost. miss sim punished my juliet= victoria again. siao zha bo la. dont know whats her freaking problem. waited for victoria outside classroom. stupid sim scolded me. crazyshit. then later victoria got her detention slip. tmrw there's NAPFA, so victoria doesn't have to do detention tmrw. lucky girl. okay, chinese was last period. went locker to get chinese book. saw mrs kong, ran away. but she still caught us. ahem. her make-up is so blardy think la pleasee. so much make-up. rawwwh. then she scolded us for maing noise, running away from her and for my hair. she asked me and victoria why our hair is like that?! why cannot like that?! SIAOO DING DONG! i was like, im gonna tie it up later. then she said i was being smart-alecky! SHUT UP LORHH. mrs lee asked me to tie up tmrw. whats KONG'S freaking problem. how to tie hair without pin's and a hairtie? use toilet paper ah! crazy gorilla. go back to the jungle la. her make-up sucks, by the way! get a life. lamerfied. lorraine was moody today. i was moody too. lalala. okay, the end! heheh.

2005-08-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

HEY JULIET
i wanna be your romeo

hello! today was the funnest day of my life. sally loves me only. i spent the whole day with sally! haha. she went for swimming with gail later. hope she's not dead again yet. hahah. sally rocks. i laughed till i cried then i laughed till i cried again. my gosh, gail and her imaginary friends really craxk me up. she's damn cute la please. i ran up the stairs to find sally. she ran away form me when she saw her crush? rawwh. moodswinged after recess. lorraine was nice. she made my day. kept asking how i was feeling and stuff. after school, moodswing became worse. adeline and gang was waiting for charmaine. got pissed, so walked off and went tiong by myself. went to 7-eleven and bought chocolate and a drink. then took mrt home. yupp. byebye

2005-07-29T20:03:00.000-07:00

cause baby, we belong together

hello! im so high. last night stayed up till quite late cause went to sonicefest. my gosh, sonicflood rocks la please. ahh, i love their drummer and guitarist. so cool the way they play. i was jumping and jumping. tsktsk. went with deborah, geraldine, germaine, charis, pook, bong, liang sheng and mitchell. i was the earliest cause i was at town the whole day. went there with lorraine. she's a retard and im so nice to treat her. anyway, waited at mrt for everyone to come. saw sherry, bimbo. they came very late so went to eat first. met clarrisa and valerie, joined them. later everyone arrived so i went to meet them. said bye to both of them and hugged clarrisa. haha. walked to fort canning. listned to all the bands. planetshakers is nice too. but i still prefer sonicflood. didn't get to see vertical rush cause we went late. so sad. i wanted to see them loh. but too bad la. hope they are going to the hillsong concert. might be going with adeline. hope we go la. it will be like so fun. i wanna go! drums and guitars are nice. rawwwh. i wanna learn la. shall learn form someone, maybe deborah la. school was fun. art teacher changed to some lim person. listened to mp3. i like to sing we belong together. made spoofs o the song. charlie and the chocolate factory is coming soon. in a few days, acutally. must watch! johnny depp is inside. haha.i wnana go sonicfest today. but i lost my ticket. boooo! wawawa. so sad. sonicflood is performing again today loh. the drummer and guitarists are mine. mine, mine, all mine! tsk. bwaaah. i shall be guai and go and do homework so on friday can go hillsong concert. like totally. come backk bay please, cause we belong togetherrrrrrrrr! whoosh. oh yea, i drank KOLA BEEER LAST NIGHT. but geraldine and gang don't like it. i don't know why its nice! i want somemore alcohol please (: